the monotony of life.

to quote from a friend of mine, he said ," each time i sit down and try studying, i feel as if my SOUL were being CRUSHED..."

when i heard it, i was like whoaaa... suc a emo/profound/holiao/apt/ watever statement....

cos sumtimes i feel like my soul is being crushed too.. but not for the same reasons la... haha.

anyways, back to the topic of the day.. *cos some ppl say i din post ma.. so ma post something lo*
i will keep it short and simple la ha.. vy casual talk...

so say lets look at the monotony of life from a micro-scale...

weekdays u get up brush ur teeth, wash ur face, eat/dun eat something go sch/work/uni, come back eat dinner, work/study/chillax and the same thing goes on and on and on until weekends where u chillax/work even more... and then the circle goes round and round again. espcially during exams where u wake up study, eat, worry, sleep/cant sleep; study eat worry sleep/cant sleep; study eat worry sleep/cant sleep... its like eating then shitting; shitting then eating;eating then shitting; shitting then eating again.. or rather to conclude from this observation, the circle of life revolves around ur gastrointestinal GI tract only...

on a more macro-scale... u went to kindergarden, went to primary school for 6 yrs, well 5 for me, secondary school 5 yrs, alevel stpm college watever 2 yrs, study summor in uni 3-5 yrs... during those times u start wondering wat life is? wats our purpose? then bla bla bla...then study summor till u hav headache..i mean PhD la... or u go out work and earn money for the rest 30-40 yrs.. in the middle of those yrs u find gf, pak thor, marry, shag a bit... (shag= uh uh uh/sexcersise/rock the bed/watever u cal it.. guys just dun overdo it.. can get penile fracture...) then got kids, u live for ur kids, work for ur family and then when all grown up u retire and do wat?? shake those two wrinkled and shriveled up balls wif nothing to do, or for gals saggy wrinkly breasts... and then u tink again about those thoughts u have when u were young about life.. ur prpose in life.. why and what were u doing here.. what the ehck hav u done wif the past 60-70 yrs of ur freaking life... then u tink till u die lo...

well some ppl may argue like oh live for enjoyment.. go holidays.. eat nice nice food.. but then ya la. its also the same wat.. u do this for the nex 50 yrs of ur life.. in the end in my opinion also accounts for nothing wat.. wat does living for the moment mean??

in the end.. my only question is if u hav nothing to die for, whats worth living for then?