after a long silence......

halo everyone.... how's everybody doing?? ahahah.... after a long time of silence.... here i am at last..... ahahaha......

spm results jus came out rite... and as many of us noe, a mixture of feelings, frustrations, sadness, disappointedness, happiness and sum like me... feel oh ok, my results... like this lo.... cos the happpiness and the sadness already imbang ady.... haih..... but still like wat i always say, life goes on.... its always time to move on and dun let our past impede our future....

to those who got good results, like shuyi and joon and ling cheik and tian and zi hong and xiu and dunno who tht i din mention, sorry, i wish u all all the best and congratulations.....!! to those who feel frus with theirs like hao ar, nick ar(nothing in me except sadness-wat nick said...hahaha), and etc etc... dun dwell on it.... jus move on.... sumthing i need to remind myself always..... and we do ppl de ren shen dao li we must kan kai a little bit, and jus continue travelling on this one way road... remember ah jo wat i told u?? life is tooo short to dwell on these things, we got far more greater things awaiting us frens, so lets jus do it.....

frankly speaking, i feel quite disappointed bout my chinese.. tht old, stupid, damn b3 ruined and tainted the whole streak of 1as.... so shitty....but i knew tht after all i jus deserve it and all i can do is to blame myself for not putting in more effort than i shud hav.....

and ya ppl.... i miss nasi kandar eh.... NASI KANDAR.....!!!!!!!! and i miss fu chok soup, this ah jo la... say want cook for me also din cook.... i miss the sun, i miss the football field, i miss the paddy fields, i miss my home, i miss taman golf, i miss cycling in the warm tropical weather, i jus miss home i miss mama i miss papa..... but yet..... all things hav to b put aside....

and ya hao... happy birthday.... all the best..... may God bless u and prosper u in all u do... and find a gf quick hahahah...

nic..... eh all the best in gettin the gal of ur dreams,.... wil support u morally but not physically.... ahahahah.... but i will surely feel vy happy for u de....

joon ar, u vy damn passive eh.... din cal me also, din post on the blog.... din online.. din email..... haih.... so sad.... but nvm la,... u like tht de... haha.. eh futsal..... this time go back i diff level d... ahah... u wait me..... hehehe... wakaka...

cheik and eng.... eh u 2 still good..?? muz love each other ya... i want find gf here aslo no one want eh... so sad...

tian oi.. where u go??? so long din hear ur news on the blog...

shuyi..... congrats straight 1as eh... keat hwa history.... ahah...

and last but not least... my lou po......!!!
how u doing??? hehe... hope u ok there and also dun go find other guy or let other guy find u la..... u got ang d lo... i will envy and jealous de u noe.... haha.... miss ya...

and jo... haha... c u in college...

alll in all, God bless u guys... and all the best....!!

life is short,
dangles precariously on a chord,
on this lonely road i trod,
into the unknown i prod.

to all those i meet on my way,
this i would sincerely say.
every true friendship i feel thankful,
and every deed,thoughts and kindness i am grateful.